The Time We Had

The letter, fourth, she gave to me
A page of sincere apology
The words I wish I had not seen
but I proceed in agony

“I'm sorry,” it read
in a delicate tone
“Its not my first choice, though
“I thought you should know”

What I fool I had been
I should have seen it before
This was gonna be mean
But sill I read more

“I never NEVER” rang in my head
dragged along by a string tied in a noose
Id hang until dead
and never try to cut loose

“I failed I failed, not much I can do
“I still need to know? Do you?”
of course I do; we’ll make it through
I fear however it is I that failed you

I left you with nothing
You are tired and numb
I left you crying and speechless
Has all this time been undone?

This time you see I’ll be that kind
Though the game may be stupid
The kiss was not a false sense of mind
Come on now, show me some love.